Chapter 119
Chapter 119
Everyone will pre-determine their own life track at different ages when they are very young. With the growth and everything that has settled in their lives, they will slowly reset the life track of their hearts, so it goes round and round, and with the passage of time Little by little, he watched his life deviate from the set track and entered a completely opposite track time and time again. For Lu Xing at this moment, he has completely deviated from the stable life he worked so hard to maintain before. , after hearing the sound of the apartment door closing, he could no longer stand calmly in this dark room and ran to open the door. There was still a wall lamp on at the entrance of the apartment door, but there was no one there. gone……
"Nerd, you just left without saying goodbye?"
The subconscious mind seemed to have lost its spiritual sustenance, Lu Xing leaned against the wall, his astonished expression was filled with bewildered helplessness, and then a distant and indifferent wry smile appeared on his face.
At this moment in the huge apartment, the quiet atmosphere made Lu Xing feel a little panicked. He turned on all the lights in an abnormal way, turned on all the lights in the living room and the kitchen, trying to keep the darkness away from him. Uneasiness swept over his body. Lu Xing knew that he was alone and helpless at this moment, as if he had experienced an indiscriminate disaster. After lurking for a long time, the menacing force suddenly invaded his world, and the originally cloudless blue sky was now covered with dark clouds! !
Every time after experiencing great emotional ups and downs, people will always lose the courage to face everything, and they will be caught off guard in a trance. If a person's long life can always be flat and calm, How good would it be?
"My brother wanted to take me away with a very tough attitude, but I refused."
The quiet atmosphere inside the car was broken by An Xia's hoarse voice. The lights in the u car shrouded An Xia's cheeks. It spread around the ear, but it didn't have that illusory feeling.
"Is it because of me?"
"It's your reason for not being quiet, and the identity of An's family. My brother seems to know something about me."
"You mean Ye Dong also knows An Zhiruo's identity?!"
Thinking of this, Lu Yan further confirmed the previous speculation with the private detective. It could be seen that Chang Yuan was indeed trying to push the group of them into the bottomless abyss, and there was too much emotion in his heart in an instant.
"Lu Yan, why can't anyone face the injustice in life calmly, why does the elder brother in my memory resent you so much, resent the An family who once abandoned me, why is he still like this even though I am relieved He cared about it, and even wanted to impose his thoughts on me."
The hoarse voice in An Xia's throat made Lu Yan a little worried. In his memory, when he accompanied An Xia to the beach to identify the corpse, An Xia also cried like an emotional outburst, but that kind of sadness couldn't echo the current scene. , out of sadness, there are more cumbersome emotions mixed in it, including incomprehension, resentment and even silent resistance.
"You can't ask others to be as tolerant as you are. Most of the time, it's not that people don't know the truth of the matter, but they are just pretending to be ignorant. Xia'er, you have to slowly accept the unfairness of this world."
Even though Lu Yan tried his best to make his voice calmer, he still couldn't hide his inner worry. He parked the car under the light on the side of the road, stretched out his hand to hold An Xia's slightly cold hand, and then turned to look at the front of him. An Xia, who was in an extremely bad mood.
"I have been recalling your shadow in my mind since I separated from you last night, but I can't remember your appearance clearly. Those originally clear faces and facial features have gradually become blurred. Xia Er, I am very frightened I'm uneasy, but when I saw you tonight, it felt like a lifetime away, we obviously just haven't seen each other for a day, but why do I feel like centuries are so far away."
"Lu Yan..." An Xia pulled his sleeve subconsciously, and naturally rested her head on Lu Yan's shoulder. The words just now made An Xia feel that Lu Yan tonight is a little different from him in the past , but it is not clear what is the difference.
"I believe you, it has always been like this, that's why I rejected my brother with a tough attitude, although I am very clear about the grievances and grievances my brother has suffered for more than a year. An insignificant person, I can't accept his so-called truth, he didn't know that your life and death were uncertain at that time, how could you have time to design and frame him..."
"Don't try to explain, okay, I love you so much, seeing your red and swollen eye sockets, and your hoarse voice, I just want to take good care of you, love you, I just had an inexplicable panic on the way here, you know I never Not surrounded by this feeling, I am worried about you, and I still can't calm down until now."
Lu Yan, who was rational and calm, was a little incoherent at the moment. An Xia reached out to touch Lu Yan's brow, and tried to smooth Lu Yan's frowning eyebrows. The sadness spreading out made her a little worried whether the man in front of her was real. The most important thing is still the condescending Lu Yan who dominates thousands of people.
"How can I calm you down?"
Before he finished speaking, Lu Yan's lips covered An Xia's corners. From the initial touch to the wrapping around the tip of his lips and tongue, An Xia's lips were very hot, and he was a little shocked when he touched Lu Yan's cold lips, but Still obeying Lu Yan's guidance and slowly responding to him, after a long time of obsessive kissing, when An Xia tried to speak, Lu Yan backhanded An Xia to pull An Xia closer, until the two separated, Lu Yan finally Realized that An Xia's lips were red and swollen.
"I……"
"I will never leave you. Believe me, Xia'er, I will do my best to protect you. I have some clues about what we discussed last night. I believe the truth will be found out soon. Believe me In time, your elder brother Ye Dong will understand you."
An Xia nodded, and held Lu Yan's hand even tighter. She never doubted that the man in front of her would do anything to hurt her and her family. Unfounded trust is such an affirmation.
"Let's go back and rest first, shall we? After dawn, I'll take you to Jinghu Lake in Hualin Canal."
"Hualin Canal?! Mirror Lake!"
Facing An Xia's suspicious gaze, Lu Yan was not in a hurry to explain anything, but just fastened the safety belt to her again, and then explained in a leisurely manner.
"Based on your phone call in the morning, I entrusted a more reliable person to investigate together. After confirming and confirming the identity of the other party, there are some clues and evidence, but I still can't fully explain the truth of what happened back then. After all, The most positive and valuable evidence and testimony has not yet been obtained."
Under the light, An Xia saw that Lu Yan's side face was very clear, and the tiredness between his brows and eyes did not affect his exclusive charm at all. It turned out that she was not just working hard alone, it turned out that Lu Yan He is also trying to express his emotions in the most direct way.
"This incident should have an inseparable relationship with the accident you fell into the sea that year, right?"
Although An Xia had always had this thought in his mind, it was not connected with his brother's accident, and only when he thought about it now did he feel the strangeness of this matter.
"Who do you think will be the most threatened person if the truth is confirmed to be exposed? What will they do next?!"
Suddenly being questioned by Lu Yan like this, An Xia thought that when he took Lu Yan to the Lu Group's shareholders meeting, Chen Chuhua could guess a little when he saw Lu Yan's unbelievable expression. He must have known Lu Yan at the beginning. It is impossible to appear at the general meeting of shareholders. Although these fragments are fragmented, they can also be connected together.
"Do you already have someone to suspect? Could it really have something to do with Lu Xing's mother?!"
"Actually, you should be able to imagine my stepmother's expression and actions at the shareholders' meeting!"
These words seem to blow up the tranquility of the moment in an instant. What will be the truth after it emerges? !
In the darkest time before dawn, Lu Yan and An Xia sat quietly in the car, silent to each other, thinking about the characters and stories hidden behind the truth, it would inevitably cause sighs.
"I'm very tired, go back and rest."
The voice is still hoarse and weak but very gentle. Lu Yan can move An Xia's emotions like a secret. Of course he knows the little emotions in An Xia's heart at this moment, and he doesn't point it out. Instead, he just reaches out and rubs An Xia gently and pampering s hair.
"Okay, let's go back and rest."
"Can I go to the mirror lake in Hualin Canal with you tomorrow?"
"how?"
Facing Lu Yan's rhetorical question, An Xia didn't raise her head, but just focused her gaze on the dashboard in the car, and there were still those mottled and faint lines in her eyes.
"I want to face it with you." After a slow pause, An Xia continued to say with a more emphatic tone, "Including everything, anyone."
This kind of tone has too much unbearable desire to confide, so that Lu Yan doesn't know whether he should be more moved or worried about the girl in front of him. I am afraid that apart from the quarrel with his brother Ye Dong, there are other reasons mixed in this night. Lu Xing should have something to do with it, Jing Zhe's thoughts that had been in his heart for a long time swept out in an instant.
"I also hope to face it with you, at least you have to give me a chance."
Facing the emotional entanglement, Lu Yan couldn't hold back his patience after all, he decided to ask clearly what happened between him and Lu Xing.
"Did Lu Xing know when we came out??"
The topic unexpectedly turned to Lu Xing, which made An Xia feel a little confused. The originally clear and calm eyes flashed a turbulent wave in an instant, and then quickly turned into a feeling of helplessness and guilt...
"Although many words are expressed in different ways, the desire to express is the same. I think the tug-of-war between Lu Xing and me should be regarded as an interruption or an end. Some things must be made clear after all. I I think I can't accept everything that Lu Xing has given, but I want to try my best to make up for it, but I can't find a suitable way, such unreasonable actions will make him even more unbearable."
"I can't find a reason to comment on Lu Xing's badness. He is perfect. There were thousands of thoughts circling in my mind. I remember thinking about who Lu Xing and I could do for a while." Better protect your future, I am amazed at what Lu Xing has done for you, I may never have his courage, you must know that what my vitality has experienced can no longer change the status quo, it seems to be covered with a thick layer Ash, not strong enough to brush it off."
The two looked at each other briefly, and it could be seen that each other's expressions were very complicated.
"Lu Xing said why do I have to look directly at the relationship between him and me so cruelly? Is it possible that after losing my brother who has just been resurrected from the dead, I still want to get rid of his existence from my life? Is it enough to have you alone in my world??"
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