Chapter 000 A letter to all readers and friends
Chapter 000 A letter to all readers and friends
A letter to all readers and friends
First of all, I would like to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for your love of the book.
At first, the opportunity to write this book was simply because I wanted to make a living and earn more money.
To my parents, I was not an excellent child, or even a failure.
They didn't have good grades, didn't get into a good school, and didn't make them feel the slightest bit proud.
After graduation, with the expectation of my parents, I embarked on the journey of taking the exam.
The process of taking the exam is ups and downs and torture.
Due to professional reasons, I can only apply for three exams, no restriction on major, no restriction on academic qualifications, no restriction on household registration.
If you are familiar with the exam preparation, you should also know that the competition in the three-unlimited program is really very, very big.
Preparing for the exam is really torturous, and facing the expectations of my family is even more torturous.
And these days lasted for three years.
In three years, I have experienced many things.
Want to go out to work and have arguments with family members.
Because they feel that if they don’t prepare for the exam full-time, they won’t be able to pass the exam.
And every failure makes me more worried about the future.
Excessive pressure caused me to perform abnormally every time I took an exam.
Without a job and no income, I gradually became closed and afraid to communicate with others.
Late at night, I become very depressed.
Fortunately, my family loves me very much and they don't dislike me for this.
My mother is a very lovely and gentle person.
When I was born, she almost fell on the operating table.
Because during the natural delivery, my fetal position was incorrect, and there was a problem with the umbilical cord, which caused me to have a caesarean section halfway through the natural delivery.
I remember that when I was in junior high school, I entered the rebellious stage. At that time, I always wanted to go against my family no matter what I did.
My rebellious period ended just as quickly as it came.
I remember clearly that when school was over that night, because I was playful, I stayed outside for an extra hour during night study.
It was this hour that scared my mother to tears.
Some readers may have no idea about breaking out in a cold sweat, but my memory of this is extremely profound.
Some people will really be so scared that they will tremble all over, their legs will be so weak that they can't walk, their entire back will really get wet, and there will really be beads of sweat on their foreheads.
And all this was just because I came home an hour late at night...
That night, she didn't blame me, she just held me and cried.
In fact, at that age, I really couldn't see scenes in movies praising family ties, because they felt too fake and too embarrassing.
But that night, for the first time, I understood the emotions expressed in the movie.
From that day on, my rebellious period ended.
I have always been proud of my parents, and I feel extremely happy for the love I receive.
I failed in the college entrance examination. I was only a junior college student. I felt very embarrassed, but they didn't feel that way.
They didn't feel ashamed. Instead, they openly showed off my admission letter, which even I felt a little ashamed of.
When facing exams, when the pressure is so great that I want to give up, they will also ask me to give up directly...
Their kindness is not the kind of kindness that parents brainwash their children, but the kind of kindness that I can really feel from their actions.
But there are always gains and losses in everything.
Once you get complete love, you will always want to give something back and prove something.
I don't want their love for me to become cheap.
I don’t even want them to be worse than other parents…
But as the days passed, I became more and more stressed and panicked.
As written.
While I covet their love, I also fear this love.
Sometimes I even wonder if my life would have been easier if they hadn't been so kind to me.
But I know clearly that such thoughts are blasphemous and blasphemous to feelings.
In the years when I was preparing for the exam, all my positive energy basically came from my family. They were really nice. Well, I was scared.
Afraid that I can't reciprocate, afraid that I won't be able to take care of them, afraid that I will live like a waste...
I was tortured by long-term stress, and one night, an idea suddenly occurred to me that I had never thought of before.
'writing a novel! ’
So I started writing.
I had no experience in writing novels. Before this, I had only read some novels, and I had no dream of becoming a novelist.
But I don’t know why, but that night, I opened the Tencent document and wrote my first story.
Of course, the first story, I failed.
Because it's too childish...
But it wasn't entirely without its benefits, because I found that I liked this feeling.
I think this is a kind of enjoyment, a feeling that makes me very happy.
During that period, for thirty days, I spent more than fifteen hours almost every day writing novels.
A month later, I clicked on Tomato and uploaded my first book.
fail.
Two months later, I uploaded my second book.
It was that book that made me my first pot of gold.
Although it only cost a few hundred yuan, it still made me feel very happy.
I began to be full of hope for the future, and every night I would use the sound of tapping the keyboard to heal my unhappiness.
I can empathize with the characters, cry, laugh...
It turns out that the dark night that I hate the most has become my favorite time.
The days that followed began to get better.
I convinced my family and started working.
Although I haven’t entered society for a long time, it’s not as bad as I thought.
Of course, I did not give up writing books, but due to various reasons, the results of my books were really poor, so I had to cut them off.
I am not a noble person, and the original purpose of writing novels was indeed for money.
I write books very slowly, always deleting, revising, and revising. If I write quickly, I can produce two chapters in four hours. If I write slowly, I can’t even produce one chapter in one day.
The combination of less time to write the book, poor grades, and no one reading it made it difficult for me to persevere.
He also became what readers and friends call a eunuch writer...
After I stopped updating my last novel, I started thinking about what I wanted to write.
My mom just happened to call me that day...
So I typed the first word after feeling it.
The beginning of the book is very cliche and has been criticized by many readers.
It's true, and I can understand everyone.
However, when I wrote Chapter 13, everything changed...
In fact, there were five versions of the thirteen chapters you have seen...
Originally, the protagonist's awakening was in Chapter 9.
But as I write, it is beyond my control.
It was also from that moment on that my characters were out of my control.
If you are an author who has creative experience, you should feel this way.
The characters you write are not under your control at all. They seem to have their own thoughts and consciousness.
They seemed to survive.
Many times, these plots do not exist when the author writes, but they appear as he writes.
When Jiujianxian reached 100,000 words, my book received a small amount of traffic.
But everything that happened next, just like Wang Xianxian, exceeded my expectations.
The performance of the book has reached a level that I could never imagine.
In less than a hundred chapters, my number of update reminders has reached over 15,000.
Even the one against the Sword Emperor reached a terrifying 28,000.
Now, the average number of book updates has reached 20,000.
Books are popular.
When I realized all this, my first thought was to be happy.
After happiness, comes fear and worry.
I'm afraid of letting down everyone's love for books.
I often browse the comment area and see many criticisms and praises from readers and friends.
I was very moved and at the same time stressed.
I spend more time polishing the plot every day.
Many times, even if the writing is not good, no one will say anything bad about it.
To me, this is simply flattering.
The reason why I write down these thoughts today is because I know which chapter yesterday was not up to standard.
I posted it because I was afraid that if people waited too long, they wouldn’t like my book.
But after I distributed it, I discovered that my book was not so easily abandoned by everyone.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart, thank you to all my readers.
Thank you, you have given me the greatest support and strength.
I hope to bring you happiness, radish and cabbage, everyone has their own love.
Some people like to read books, some people don't like to read them.
I hope everyone will not be affected by some critical remarks. Whether they scold me or criticize me, please don't take it too seriously.
I am very happy to have your love and company.
In addition, I would like to explain the issue of explosive updates. Now it is mainly a critical transition period to connect the plot. With my current ability, it is difficult to burst out updates.
After getting through this period and entering a new chapter, I will definitely give you updates.
Thank you again for your love, and I wish you all the best to become people who make those who care about you proud.
If there are readers who are going through what I have experienced, I also hope that my words can give you a little bit of strength.
Dedicated to my most, most, most beloved readers.
kiwanis-nylisc