Chapter 139 Shao Jiuxing's Past
Chapter 139 Shao Jiuxing's Past
Shao Jiuxing returned to his other house, and sat down on the sofa at home exhausted.
The house was empty, and the servants had left early.Shao Jiuxing pinched his brows, he was disturbed by Yu Panning's matter for a while.
When I brought Yu Panning to my home, at least there would be hot meals waiting for him after get off work every day, instead of sitting in an empty room like now.
Shao Jiuxing began to miss the days when he was with Yu Panning, he knew that he was sorry for Yu Panning.
He still remembers the first time he met Yu Panning and learned that his most important sister was admitted to the hospital because of Yu Panning. He only had deep hatred for that thin girl.
In this cold Shao family, all he valued was his younger sister, and everyone else was just a tool he could use. Only his younger sister was his only relative, but this woman caused him to lose his only relative.
After learning that his sister had become a vegetable, Shao Jiuxing felt that everything he did was meaningless.
Yu Panning was unable to compensate Shao Jiuxing's younger sister's medical expenses, and the Shao family did not need her compensation. The police also judged that it was an accident, so Shao Jiuxing directly took Yu Panning back to his home.
At first, the two got along peacefully, Yu Panning was very guilty, Shao Jiuxing saw her pitiful appearance, and rarely said anything about her, but whenever he received a call from the hospital saying that his sister was critically ill, He couldn't control his anger.
He started to drink heavily, and would beat and scold Yu Panning when he came back. Although he knew that these were not all Yu Panning's fault, he couldn't help but want to torture Yu Panning.
But Yu Panning always endured his torture silently, without a single complaint.
Later Shao Jiuxing knew the reason why Yu Panning ran out of the house, and also saw her scumbag father. Shao Jiuxing even started to feel sorry for her, and gradually became less aggressive towards her.
Until one day, he was in a meeting, and the hospital called after the meeting, saying that his sister was critically ill again.
Shao Jiuxing rushed to the hospital without waiting for the secretary to report on the work. When he saw his sister lying on the hospital bed with her eyes closed, and a circle of doctors surrounded her for rescue, Shao Jiuxing's last string of rationality broke. up.
After Shao Jiuxing's sister was out of danger, Shao Jiuxing went to the bar and returned to his home after getting drunk.
He could see the panic on Yu Panning's face when he opened the door, and he lost his remaining sanity, dragging Yu Panning into the bedroom.
Shao Jiuxing didn't realize what he had done until he woke up the next day. The hangover made him have a splitting headache. Yu Panning came in with a breakfast as if nothing had happened, and said softly called him to eat.
Only the pool of bright red on the quilt reminded Shao Jiuxing what happened last night.
Shao Jiuxing didn't explain to Yu Panning, he didn't know how to explain, and he didn't bother to explain.
After that night, Shao Jiuxing realized a terrible thing. He was used to Yu Panning being by his side, washing and cooking for himself, and getting used to coming home late every night after socializing. Yu Panning, who lives there, sits at the dining table and waits for her. Sometimes she falls asleep and forgets to take off her apron.
Shao Jiuxing was more and more attracted to Yu Panning like this, even though he kept telling himself that it was this woman who caused his sister to lie in the hospital, but his eyes still followed Yu Panning uncontrollably.
Then one day, Yu Panning walked into his bedroom with the test report, and couldn't hide the joy in his eyes: "Mr. Shao, I'm pregnant."
Shao Jiuxing was stunned. He looked at Yu Panning and then at the test report in her hand. He should be disgusted in his heart, but at this moment he was full of ecstasy.
Yu Panning was pregnant with his child, Shao Jiuxing was thinking about this sentence.
After the initial joy faded away, Shao Jiuxing felt guilty. His younger sister was still lying in the hospital, but he had a child with the culprit who caused her to become like this. How could he be worthy of his younger sister?
Although Shao Jiuxing thought so in his heart, but looking at the expectation in Yu Panning's eyes, he couldn't say these heavy words.
Only then did he finally realize that he had unknowingly fallen in love with Yu Panning during the day and night together.
But how could he be worthy of his sister like this?
Shao Jiuxing was scratching his hair in the dim living room, when the entanglement in his heart seemed to surge up again.
He didn't let Yu Panning kill the child, it was his child, how could he have the heart to let him die like this before he was born.
After a period of time, Shao Jiuxing began to let Yu Panning rest intentionally or unintentionally, and Shao Jiuxing handed over her usual work to other servants. Seeing Yu Panning's belly getting bigger day by day When he woke up, Shao Jiuxing sometimes even thought about what name he should name the child after he was born.
But as soon as this thought came up, he suppressed it, and his guilt towards his sister grew day by day.
Whenever Yu Panning wanted to talk to Shao Jiuxing with his stomach full, Shao Jiuxing would try his best to avoid it, so as not to let himself see Yu Panning's disappointed eyes.
Yu Panning's labor period is getting closer and closer, and Shao Jiuxing's anxiety and entanglement are getting heavier and heavier. He visits his sister in the hospital every day, hoping that his sister will wake up soon, but to his disappointment, his The younger sister was still sleeping peacefully on the hospital bed, like a Sleeping Beauty.
And the condition tends to get worse.
After Shao Jiuxing's sister was critically ill again, when Yu Panning was more than nine months pregnant, Shao Jiuxing went to the bar again that night, and he got himself drunk, with his sister on one side and his favorite woman, but he insisted on making a choice between these two women. When he looked at Yu Panning, his heart was filled with guilt towards his sister, and the closer the child was born, the more guilt he felt in his heart. deeper.
My sister must be very disappointed knowing that she has done such a thing.Shao Jiuxing downed a bottle of wine viciously, and stumbled out of the bar.
As soon as he got home, he saw Yu Panning sitting on the sofa waiting for him. When he saw Shao Jiuxing coming back, Yu Panning went up to him and tried to support Shao Jiuxing, but he pushed him away.
Shao Jiuxing still remembers the way he looked at Yu Panning at that time, it must have been terrifying, because Yu Panning's frightened face was like seeing a demon.
"When this child is born, I'll strangle it to death in front of you." The drunken Shao Jiuxing had nowhere to vent his emotions, and finally he just let out this cruel sentence, although he regretted it after saying it, But everything was irreversible from that day on, when he woke up the next day, Yu Panning was gone.
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